We have been dating for 1 month and 8 days. Having her as a girlfriend is the greatest gift of all. Looking back, I still can't understand what gave me the courage to ask her out, maybe it was my determined mind, which constantly reminds me that I want her. On the first day of our relationship, everything seemed normal, too normal made me to think that we will never move beyond friends. That thought actually scared me a little, because it was like having something you've always wanted, but you can't hold onto it. The next day we didn't have a chance to talk to each other. I guess she found me too boring, or maybe she too, thinks we can't go any further than typical friends could. At that point I thought about letting her go because I didn't feel very loved. That same evening I had the chance to talk to Katherine, she was the girl I liked. "Use for"?? Does that mean I don't like it anymore? I don't know the answer to this question. At least I think the answer doesn't matter at that stage. Because what he said later in our conversation is what I think is most important. She said she likes me more than a friend. I was flattered when I heard those words. I was happy and sad at the same time. Happy because I found someone who could love me. Sad because that person is not my girlfriend. I have asked myself several times, why did those words come out of Katherine's mouth and not her? But that question didn't stay in my head for long, because another question came up, and I believe this next question is the most important one, and it needs to be answered immediately. “Should I choose Katherine or my current girlfriend?” My situation was confusing, even though half an hour ago I said I was ready to leave my girlfriend, I guess it's true, that you won't know how important someone or something is to you until you're on the edge of losing them. It's been a couple of days and I still haven't decided who I want. During these last two days I didn't talk to Katherine, but to my girlfriend and told her the whole situation.