It was becoming a long summer in my home state, in the heat of summer, looking for love in all the wrong places. Spending your life choosing the wrong people to have as friends. Living in constant pain searching for the love of my life until one frighteningly pleasant and mind-blowing day when love and lifelong experiences come together. Keeping faith with everyone that I would find a true love and that I would take care of the way only I can take care of my lover. It was a hot July day and I met her. My heart soared with passion and joy, and the confusion of love swirled in my heart when I met her. It confused me at first; I was the only spouse who hung out with friends, more importantly, my girlfriend at the time and her friends. Who would have thought that I would meet a girl like this even if I had a girlfriend? By keeping these emotions quiet, I found myself texting this girl more than my girlfriend, and over the next few weeks, I realized she was the girl I wanted to be with for the rest of my life, but of course I kept it to myself, knowing that my then-girlfriend would be off to college soon. As time went on, I started seeing her as a one-on-one friend, and I found that she too was falling in love with me more and more every day. After seeing her a couple of times, a kiss landed on her lips which proved to both of us that we were meant to be together. My heart pounded when I noticed his dark brown hair that day. He wore a truly uplifting smile that took my breath away. She was kinder to me than any other girl had been before and we started texting more and more as a place grew in my heart for this special girl. A few weeks after we met that day in July. It was now that it was hot as steel outside and the weather was as hot as steel... in the center of the paper... when I stood before her my heart danced with great joy that I had found such a young woman amazing and lively to spend my life with. It has been a long faithfully confusing journey into the unknown and risky life of a belief: One day I will find true love with a young, attractive young woman and decide that I will spend the rest of my life in a thoughtful and God-planned life. Learning a lot along the way I have to enjoy the company and the journey looking back just to gain knowledge for the future to be a better boyfriend and lover towards others learning the lessons of the past and I'm on shore I will have many more flaws I hope to face them with my new finance. Soon I will get married to the woman of my dreams, I intend to spend the rest of my days in the arms of the love of my life, with his tender, loving kisses and boyish love for life and the people around she.