She was a role model to me and the thought of her death never crossed my mind when she was alive. Of course every human being dies, but when you look at someone you think they are invincible. To you, I am someone you strive to be like and believe they are a super human being. You have the illusion that they can't catch a common cold, let alone die. You don't think of role models as someone with weaknesses or flaws because you admire them for their strengths. That's why his death shocked me so much. I never thought before that someone so full of life could die. Of course I knew that young people die in accidents all the time, but I never imagined it would be someone like me